最近常常向东想西、想些有的没的，其中就有想结束生命的念头那就不用烦恼那么多了。但是很多理由让我不去自杀。

首先就是钱的问题，没钱不只不能过活甚至不能死。因为没钱买棺材、扮伤逝、还有服务费、gst、火化或土张、金银纸等都要花钱。更多详情火化比土张来得更便宜，还有在新加坡土张限定15年。

第二是现在什么都涨涨涨，木料也不例外。所以等到价格掉才死还不迟。

第三就是保险问题，不只没钱买保险，即使买了保险死后都不知道家人得到保险金吗咯。AIA要倒又不倒。

其次，如果男性自杀死不死都得被鞭行，女性自杀死不了还要坐牢，男性也一样。

下来是我个人问题，我家组屋翻新电梯那里有位扮伤逝？

最后，火化会导致空气污染、全球暖化，而土张会浪费土地资源。

所以咯，奉劝破产人士不要这样笨去自杀！虽然若死后没烦恼,但受苦的是家人，要计划好才死咯！还有自杀领不到保险金，意外死才有保险金，知道该怎么死了吧？别忘了先买保险才去极乐世界。

P.S 不要误会，我不是在教他人如何死法。生命是宝贵的，请学着好好的珍惜！

recently a lot of thing floating in my mind, one of it was an idea to end my life so that no need to trouble so much...BUT reasons remind me not to commit suicide.

Firstly was money problem, not only no money can't live instead no money also can't die. Because no money buy coffin, whole funeral, still got services charge,gst, cremation(burn) or bury, the joss stick and paper all need money. for more info cremation will be cheap than bury, and in Singapore bury got limited period of 15yrs.

Secondly now everything also expensive, wood the price also expensive. wait till price drop still not late..

thirdly insurance problem, not only no money buy insurance somemore you see AIA want fall don't want fall.. also don't know after die can collect money a not?

fourthly for male commit suicide still need canning, but if never die will jailed for both male and female.

fifthly for me, my block area now renovating lifts where got space for funeral?

lastly, cremation cause air pollution then global warming, and bury waste land use.

So people who bankrupt don't be so stupid go commit suicide! if die no more worry, but family will suffer, plan properly then die. and commit suicide can't claim insurance, accident then can claim. so should know how to die? and remember to buy insurance then leave the world.

P.S i didn't mean to teach people how to die, don't mistaken. LIFE IS PRECIOUS, PLEASE LEARN TO TREASURE IT!

*this post is base on Chinese Buddhist.

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