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2011-01-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

It first day of 2011..
its just a normal days to me.. nth special much,.
ppl countdown with thier love ones.
i waiting for time to pass,
wait to see fireworks,
after end go sleep.. that so easy..

what a shitty life i had.!!
working on the first day of 2011, is just motived by 1.5x pay.
face slot of stupid customers..

PLS MAKE MY 2011 BETTER!!
THANKS! ;}

2010-10-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

Its last day of oct 2010,
1more month, counting down till the day...
been stressing for this 2years, freedom back to me soon.
tml is starting of NOV,
monday somemore, monday blues.
going to courts JP set up 9am..faint..

so today blog, use com till happy..
later clean room..
sleep, tml gonna chiong for work again..
no off days for next week....

2010-09-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

get back to blogging again...

super shagged this September...

"in-charged" DTE fair was bored..

&& went relief taka counter,

met some stupid yaya ppl...SIAN!!

18 sep 2010, XuanMing B'day BBq at Sembawang park.

22 Sep 2010 Mid-Autumn Festival, & XM 18th b'day.

Enjoyed! next year once again at same place?

2010-09-08T13:50:00.004+08:00

had been long time since i last updated my blog..
ok recently quite busy with work..
planning for a holiday break soon,,
anyone interested??

anyway last week celebrated Alicia & frenda Birthdayy...

Alicia 18th birthday(5th sep 2010)
celebrate at Woodlands waterfront, 4th sep..
waited for more than 2hrs to meet up.

frenda 21th birthday (4th sep 2010)
chalet at costa sand 4th & 5th sep..
黑社会老大！！

2010-08-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

It had been super long time since my last post..
ok not talk much craps...
been stuck at Taka in work....
knew lots of ppl, learn a lots of things..
seen a lot of masked ppl...sigh...
hate their cashier there!!
services really very sucks!!

But anyway i will be out soon....
very sooon....coming soon...
after national day i will be freee...
lalalala...
had to work full shift for Sun & Mon for sure!!
Monday! my 1.5x pay I'm coming...

2010-07-18T23:50:00.001+08:00

我神经就是酱大条！
讲话就是酱呛！
性格就是酱大辣辣！
有时还有点人来疯！
那又怎样！
关你屁事啊！！;P

2010-07-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

一山还比一山高，

一强还比一强强，

人比人气死人!!

做自己就好。。

2010-07-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

Had been long time since last blogged...
today went out with Mummy...
so happy, chit-chatted.. yeah!
hahax, this is me so dii dii siao siao.. ;}

its my first time taking bus since fare increased..
is cheaper if transfer bus, if not lagi worst...
distance fare is lame la!!
i go $1.83, back $1.88...

BUT WHY MRT FARE INCREASING HIGHER!!!
Everything need money!! $$$$$$....
no matter how hard i will still chiong for money $$..

I'm So Happy today.. Lalalaa~~.

2010-07-04T15:33:00.001+08:00

我知道对你(们)来说一点都不重要，也能说是可有可无。但至少别把我当卫生纸用完就丢！我也是人生父母养的耶!!!
I know i'm not important to you..But atleast don't treat me as tissue paper threw after used..I aslo got parent birth like normal child OK!!

2010-05-27T05:38:00.000+08:00

明知道吸烟对身体有害，还死都要抽。
明知道吸毒会上瘾，还要尝试第一次。
明知道暧昧让人受尽委屈，还要搞它。
明知道爱情会受伤，还一再又一再尝试。
只为了一个"爱"字，搞得自己遍体鳞伤。。
人总是这样明知故犯，没见过鬼不怕黑，没死过不知死。。。

2010-05-25T11:12:00.003+08:00

last 2 weeks had been working at Isetan Tampines..
seen different type of people, customers & promoters..
sigh!! infront of you act good, but behind cut your sales...
cut here, cut there... really tired to see it happen..
is this really what i want??

but quite happy working with different partner.
like auntie kelvin, auntie Annie & boon kiat.
having fun, craps & chit-chatting with them when bored..
this fair had end, hope next time have chance working together.

later will be going off to EXPO set up...
new experience working expo...

2010-05-20T23:45:00.006+08:00

与其痛苦的执着、固执下去，不如尝试放手也许会更好。。。
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唉！我想是时候该放手了，再勉强也没幸福，或许自由比幸福来得容易多了。

2010-05-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

才发现原来我们喜欢的是同一个人。。。
两个不同个性、性格、背景，
但有相同的思想、想法、对事的態度、却先后喜欢上他。。。:{

P.s 勉强是没有幸福的，我会祝你们有情人终成眷属。
一定要幸福喔!

2010-05-14T13:25:00.001+08:00

明明很爱却口口声声说恨，
明明很恨却表现一幅很爱的样子，
明明很在意为何却装作若无其事？
干吗要把简单爱复杂化呢？
就不能爱很分明、果断一点吗？？？

2010-05-11T23:22:00.001+08:00

曾有人告诉我，只要把心事、心中的秘密无他人分享就会舒服，一切都是骗人的。。
但是当我把藏在心中多年不为人知的秘密与朋友分享后，
虽然哭过了却依然没感觉，本以为是麻木了。。
但其实心里还是很在意，我真的累了，很想找个避风港。。。
还以为可以把一切"关在门后"(close behind the door), 但还是"无法度"。

如果一切能重来，我不会想过现在这样的生活。。
如果我有选择，我不会扛下那么重大的抱。
如果我有的选，我会不顾一切的去寻找我的自由。。。

因为责任，我放弃了我原有的一切。。
因为太爱，我失去了自我。
因为害怕，而无法接受、才会拒绝。。
因为受伤，才会学着坚强、独立。
因为无奈，所以才会咬紧牙根坚持、忍耐。
因为自尊心，选择保持沉默。。
因为意气用事，错过了不少机会。。

唉!!! 人生还有多少重来的机会，还有可选择的机会。??

2010-05-10T22:20:00.001+08:00

Saturday(08/05/10)
working was bored, but freedom..
i served 陈炯江Desmond Tan,
he look handsome in real, with mustache..

Sunday(09/05/10)
Happy mother day to all mummies.
never seen my mum at all...

after worked head to metro settle somethings.
& meet up with magg..
chatted for long time...

Monday(10/05/10)
last day working at JP1 courts.
working with Patrick (that bull),
tired & bored...faint la..

2010-05-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

working at Jurong point courts passed few days with kelvin loh.
few years didn't went there, really changed alot..
seen a lot of different weird customer...

most fedup one are a group of SP girls...
asking so much stupid questions & not buying anythings.
asked what they really want, then i intro the pillow that they looking for...
saying alot of stupid things, giving alot of studpid comments.
bunch of arrogant mannerless troublesome bitches sluts.
feel like slapping them after they insulting, but i controlled.
Better don't let me see you ppl out of my working time.

SP(Singapore Poly) SO WHAT!!! SP GIRLS "DOG EYES SEE PPL DOWN"!!!
Is there any wrong as a Promoter, not studying at my ages & working?
Is there anything to be proud studying at SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC?
im wondering what had you people learned in past >10yrs education.!
don't you know what is respects, basic manners, thank you?
wearing that SP t-shirt saying those things is really disgrace!!!

excuse me! JOBS there no category of low or high class ok!
工作不分贵贱！！
promoter is a legel job ok! I never steal or rob...
I just using mt energy, sweats, time, to earn moeny OK!
PROMOTER is someone promo products, not your maid or teacher.!
can't you just show others little respects??
If im your parents i feel so shameful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s SP right??? i still Social Poly!!!!

2010-05-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

请别再对我那么好，

我怕我会无法自拔的爱上你。

我不想再为爱痴狂、伤透了心，

不想背着"第三者"罪名生活，

不想成为带罪羔羊。

2010-05-03T16:16:00.001+08:00

曾有人跟我说认真的女人最美丽，

但我很想说认真的男人才帅，

看起来傻傻的你认真时很迷人。。。

2010-05-03T15:47:00.002+08:00

had been working past few days...
ytd was the last day at metro linen fair..
came stock & do stock twice...
tired, but was fun with others..
insincere was blur thought i still at sintex LOL..
everyone was so tired yet still joking...

i very naughty, sintex driver ah-shun that feller,
called me xiao-mei... i tell him don't call me again..
better don't call me again, back stab people only...

after finished everything chit-chatted awhile with insincere.
then prepared to go off... but the punch card machine no ink.
after let insincere signed & off we go...
he help to put fake time..ooops.. shhh.

after meet friends, headed home dinner bath & sleep..
too tired..& very sick now sore throat, nose blocked, & fever...
tml going work at JP, shit.. think must go see doctor already.

2010-04-30T23:59:00.004+08:00

this is the first time we are so near almost ..erhem..
But little awkward when we talk.. oops!! hahax. :}
although there things blocking between us,
but i still can heart your heart..
i saw your smile, saw your blurriness.

2010-04-27T03:04:00.003+08:00

没有百分百的另一半，只有五十分的两个人，两个不完美筹在一块才会完美!
不完美 X 不完美 = 完美 (付付得正嘛!)
Imperfect X Imperfect = PERFECT

2010-04-26T02:28:00.002+08:00

是缘分、还是巧合，一切都是命运。！

也许我们的偶然相遇只是巧合而已，
也许这些巧合只是刻意自造的机会，
也许一开始我们的相遇是上天错误的安排。
并不是什么所谓的缘分，
什么缘分一切都是假的。。。
是机缘巧合让不相识的我们碰面。。。
如果我们的相遇真的缘分，
我想我们的缘已尽了吧。。。！！！

2010-04-21T13:52:00.005+08:00

Saturday(17/04/10)
working at Paya lebar NTUC..
was bored...
but luckily first hour there BIG Chips more,
&& a cute guy with sweet smile...

after work went metro..
so missing there, pack ah-ma stuff left there..
tea-break with them.

Sunday(18/04/10)
worked was bored, but knew new friend.
she deng yi, Jessica friend.
after daddy pass by to drove me home.

Monday(19/04/10)
morning went interview Legere..
shit, it seem like no chance..
went to metro, really miss there..
lots of memories there..
helping auntie lisa for price tag.

lunch with them at lvl5.
back home had change..
meet up again at 6+..
wait for them off work to ah-ma funeral.

the LRT was about to squeeze burst by us.
see ah-ma once last time..
she leave peacefully...
when her daughter say ah-ma talks about me before,
said i very hardworking, help her a lot..
i really can't bear it, cried again...

sintex manager was there too...
lim kopi, actually want to help me to talk back,
but stopped it, i don't to say this in this place..
left with others & headed home..

Tuesday(20/04/10)
early morning meet up with lim kopi & other.
headed to ah-ma funeral..
sent her off, to mandai.
back to her void deck had vegetarians food.

went to metro again..
pass the sweets them & place at check point.
went 515 with them to have a drinks while they have lunch.
slack awhile, reserved items & headed home..

2010-04-16T18:29:00.004+08:00

Katherine ah-ma! R.I.P.

事事难以预料，昨天还好好的，今天已不再。。
Katherine ah-ma! R.I.P.
NO More chance working with you together.no more no more.
you are the best partner i ever work with ... 一路走好。。。
you are so close to me than my real ah-ma.
you treat me so good in work.

yesterday brought my satio,
actually wanna take photos with colleagues,
since was last 2days of work..
but cried so never took any...
& there no more chance to take photos together.

i can't forget you tab me, asking me to take care.
i can't forget the last time you gave me 2 pieces of cake.
i can't forget you say you heart-pain we can't work together.
i can't forget what you say after quarrel with Chris(sales rep).
i can't forget the last 30mins we spent working..
i can't forget you say don't put the stock so high, you can't reach.
i can't forget you say no more chance to mei~mei~mei,
but now no longer ah-ma~ma~ma...

Life is so UNFAIR!!!!!!!!
she just recover from her operation.
she is such a good person,
she haven't see her daughter marry,
she haven't had her own grandchild.
good people lives long???
NO!! not at all!!

NO MORE, ah ma~ ah ma~ ma~ma~ma~..
regretted,
i shouldn't quarrel with sales rep,
making you difficult between us...
if not we will not be working together for just 30mins,
its really short...
& actually changing the bed display with her,

regret that i never fry the koropok earlier,
you said you wait for me fry for you & others.

regret that i never took photos with you yesterday...
no photos left for memories...
but at least you will be in my heart.

i will miss your nagging,
nag me when changing display with my leg on bed,
nag me for being late for work...
nag me to eat medicine when I'm sick.
nag me to change a part of new shoes.
nag me this & that...

miss you telling your stories...
miss the time when we work together,
miss the time we stock taking.
miss you bring your cooked food for me.
miss you lot & lots..

we working together for more than 10months..
within this time 2months went for operation.
this period isn't short, isn't long...
among others i knew here shortest period,
but we working together so close...

P.s I know everything is too late..
I know you won't see this.
I know you won't heart what i saying.
I know i can't change anything.
I know i no point regretting.
But this the only way i say out my feeling,
& leave it forever...

2010-04-13T20:08:00.004+08:00

Saturday(10/04/10)
gifts for friends & colleague.

passed the couple Tee shared with frenda to Liyun..
she came with Bun, bun so petty..
i was thinking did i bring her gifts,
she thought i no hearts to give her...sadded

after work went home.
then out to brain house for party.
travel with kp to tpy get things from Jaddy,
then meet up with Alicia, Jasmine & peers.
Brain was drunk...

headed back to CWP for movie,
"Monga 艋舺"
Rated 4.5/5

Sunday(11/04/10)
working...

Monday(12/04/10)
Auntie KK treat us western food at 371.
yummy yummy...

Tuesday(13/04/10)
totally moodless to work..
working for half day due to cutting cost.
Ok i know is just 1of the excuses from SINTEX.
ask me go run fair, say a auntie come replace me,
& what i not suit to be stand counter,
i only relieve counter no need work 8hrs,
head checked out i work too long,
i anyhow OT, run fair more suitable me.
whatever bullshit reasons all out...
WANT FIRE ME JUST SAY LA!!!

after work help Kp go do income tax & print bank book.
then going up & down like nobody business.
OTW home saw hanim, chatted..
meet up soon, really missing secondary life.

2010-04-04T02:35:00.003+08:00

woohoo..now at jakarta.
little bored so blog..
lazy to uoload photos here,
check out my FB.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/album.php?aid=215976&id=790109847&ref=mf

went shopping....
at "ITC"("far east/bugis").
thn dinner went shopping again,
at "grand indonesia"("orchard road.")
when they buying "Polo Tees",
saw their 1 staff look super alike JERVON ONG!!

2010-03-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

Monday(29/03/10)
busying stock taking...
just served 3 customer in total,
but lucky sales not bad.

home, after bath & dinner wanna watch TV.
Fed up Tv spoil again...
so watched DVD in my room.
finally finished my 就想赖着你 & 下一站，幸福.
more coming next...

Tuesday(30/03/10)
worked, busying checking stock..
did checked twice & thrice..
then do paper work..
work till closing still no open sales...
changed bed display.

long time never take pen & paper sat down,
calculating like in school / exams was doing...
other than calculating personal income & expenses like POA.

2010-03-26T01:44:00.002+08:00

Wednesday(24/03/10)
work little bored.
went for lunch early with Jennifer.
after ate our home cooked food,
still feel hungry so went BK we shared meal.

after dinner, home bath & out i go.
first was Blk131 meet frenda, Bee & daisy.
the sent frenda to interchange for 168.

i went above interchange, below train.
middle of mrt station & cwp.
waiting for magg & her friend till rotted.

Thursday(25/03/10)
after waiting for 1hour she came with Darren(her friend.)
then went 888plaza they eat supper..,
sigh! saw kor friends, ignored.

went to void deck hall slack.
about t0 3am sent magg home,
cabbed with Darren, dropped at CWP.

talking on the phone while walking towards home.
i saw familiar face, heard familiar voice,
stopped in that seconds, & that was ShuYi..
sat down & have a chat till 5am!.!

headed home, bathed & sleep..
evening meet up with Kp at orchard,
then headed to bugis exchanged MP4.
shop shop, then off we go.
i then waited for Alicia at dohby ghuat.
headed home.

Friday(26/03/10)
worked..

2010-03-23T23:40:00.006+08:00

should work at 11am,
but cool weather i overslept.
11.30am meet Kp at pantry..

lunch at Blk 111 coffee shop.
after finish eating went home,
take DVD & connector for KP,
& photo to Lim kopi.

boring, no customer.
entertain ourselves...
downloading Jerry photos,
& chit-chatting..
then auntie lily told us about Meixin.
MeiXin currently a model/singer/actress.
she last time work as promoter too...
cool...

2010-03-23T23:40:00.005+08:00

2010你將面對什麼

2010 年的星象轉變訊息多又龐雜，很多行星都在交界處不斷前進後退，為明年的局勢帶來不少變化，也對個人的成長帶來課題，考驗我們如何去面對、因應，尤其是行星的前進、退行、再前進，意味著處理問題的三道程序，即「發生、反省、解決」，透過這三道手續，將我們生命中該面對與處理的困難一一經歷與丟棄，之後得到成長。

可以想見，這次的木星、土星同時在變動星座與基本星座前進後退，「重新開始」與「最後回顧」的力量將有多強。加上兩顆星又形成對分相，造成一股強大的「分裂」力道，一個在左邊拉，一個右邊拉，回顧過往歷史，只要遇到土、木對分的星象，很容易引發「革命」事件，就是因為「沒有誰想讓誰」使然，所以這個星象，也會造成一般大眾生活上「容易遇到分裂的事實」，離婚潮、分居、離家、自立門戶、互表立場、互相拉鋸、官司、移民等，所有「動搖根本」的事，都可能發生。

覆巢之下無完卵，我們每個人都被包覆在這樣的大趨勢下，唯一能做的，就是因應這股能量，為自己的人生做出最好的安排。你是否有「名存實亡」的什麼事有待革命？不如趁這一波，為自己的人生，丟棄那些早該丟棄的東西，重新開始吧。

今年的星象，將挑戰基本星座人「不可抗拒的變局」，固定星座人「揚棄過去的勇氣，與價值再創造」，與變動星座人「展現過去的累積與果報」，尤其年中五月、八月時，更是這波革命磁場的顛峰時刻，面對這股充滿生命力的狂潮，我們需要的只是勇氣，不能用守成的方式面對。

基本星座：「不可抗力之改變」

對牡羊、巨蟹、天平、魔羯的人而言，木星、土星將從象徵變化、轉換的宮位，探觸到象徵開創、建立的宮位，這意味著要經歷的轉變將關乎「如何存在」的議題，以單身方式存在、還是有伴侶？以為人作嫁的姿態、還是自己創造？要為自己著想、還是繼續委曲求全？這長久以來的兩難，現在終於要徹底解決，不再模糊曖昧，舊狀態已「紛紛爆發，不讓你繼續逃避」，逼迫你處理或放下。

固定星座：「揚棄過去的勇氣，與價值再創造」

對金牛、獅子、天蠍、水瓶的人而言，木星、土星將從象徵守成、價值經驗的宮位，探觸到象徵變化、轉換的宮位，這意味著要經歷的轉變將關乎「能否再造」的議題，經歷過一段時期的風光，你還有什麼「沒拿出來過的東西能吸引人」？有什麼地方需要創意變化？有什麼地方需要加強學習？有什麼地方你知道自己不夠健康？這些都是明年所要改造你的課題。

變動星座：「過去的驚人累積與回報」

對雙子、處女、射手、雙魚的人而言，木星、土星將象徵開創、建立的宮位，探觸到象徵守成、價值經驗的宮位，這意味著要經歷的轉變將關乎「自我價值」的議題，你是否值得目前的待遇？賺錢之後你的下一個夢想是什麼？登峰造極後有什麼是因此而失去的？是否有眾叛親離、無人為伴的孤單？這些酸甜苦辣的眾多滋味，使變動宮人無法逃避內心的真實聲音。

2010-03-22T23:35:00.001+08:00

受不了想離職時

2010 年將會是「分合」事件多多的一年，就像玩大風吹一樣，每個人都有機會離開原來的崗位、身分、角色，進入新的世界中，不管是婚姻、人際還是工作，因為新的自我已然開啟，所以「不得不告別舊角色」的事件將層出不窮，也就是我說的離婚潮、離職潮，結束錯誤展開新的正確，其實還滿值得期待的。

不過，「如何結束」卻是件很有學問、需要智慧的事，結束得不漂亮的話，多少會影響新生活的開始，就讓我們來反省一下，自己會在怎樣的心情下面對結束呢？

基本宮（牡羊、巨蟹、天平、魔羯）：提早做好跳槽準備，並把責任盡完

說真的，基本宮絕對是工作狂一枚，工作態度非常認真專注，常為了拼事業而犧牲一切，工作的成就得失比什麼都能牽動基本宮的意識，簡直成了生活重心，常常影響家庭生活的品質。

沒辦法，工作對基本宮而言就像「江湖」一樣，想在江湖行走，就要講究信用、聲譽（除非已經是頂尖的山霸王了，才可能不鳥別人怎麼看），所以一旦工作領域有「風雲變色」的跡象，以此為生涯全部的基本宮馬上會豎起毛孔、提高警覺，絕不讓自己淪為被淘汰一族，要也是「自己不要這份工作」，並且開始企劃，如何「走得漂亮」。

最重要的是凡事都要保密，所以離職原因往往在同事心目中「永遠成謎」。一來個性低調，覺得多說無益反會留下話柄；二來防衛性強，怕一旦吵翻了秘密反而會在業界傳開，那相關領域就很難混了，不如一切暗中進行。而且絕不能撕破臉，等事態成熟、一切也水到渠成，大家都能接受結果不是很好嗎？

基本宮人的確非常神祕，不論心中有多少苦水，多恨某個上司或同事，也絕不承認這就是他離職的原因，最可能的離職理由是「生涯另有規劃」、「身體健康欠佳」之類無關痛癢的原因；努力保持風度到最後，盡量好聚好散，做好交接事宜。畢竟「凡走過必留下痕跡」，留下好名聲對以後絕對有益無害。

不過，尊嚴與防衛心都很強的他們，一旦覺得自己被惡搞了，就沒辦法太有風度，不甘與報復念頭，使他們可能做出令人驚訝的自保舉動，好比班底整批帶走、掌握重要資料、佈好眼線、凡事衝著你來等等，是相當有謀略的星座，不要以為他們外表溫吞就可以當軟柿子捏。

固定宮（金牛、獅子、天蠍、水瓶）：一刻都不能忍，說走就走

固定宮可說是最不愛變化的一群了，喜歡穩定生活，具備固定的嗜好與習慣，固定宮人的需求其實可以很低，只要生活過得去、跟所愛的人在一起就好了，要是還能做做每年旅行一次、買間房子的夢當然更好，但沒有也不會強求。

這樣的固定宮人對有興趣的事是很願意投入的，因為是興趣，所以收入多寡反而平常心，只求作品能「達成夢想」才是最重要的。若是與興趣無涉、只求餬口的工作，也最好要具備安定、薪資尚可、不妨礙私生活等條件，「狀況還算過得去」便可以忍耐，沒有很愛也能一直待著不離開，若要找樂子寧可在生活裡面自己找。

這批看似欠卻企圖的固定宮人，其實並非沒有個性，相反地，內在很有主見與想法。思想深刻型的固定宮人對未來是有野心與夢想的，即使需要長期持久地深耕，他們也願意忍耐，唯一不能忍的是笨蛋與俗不可耐，或壞心眼的人，當無法改變環境、又不想改變自己，厭惡到極點時，顯然就是「你走或我亡」的關鍵時刻；只消一個衝突爆發，積極型的會想把對方幹掉，消極型的則是衝動地想一走了之，一刻都不想忍。

完全不掩飾心中的厭惡或失望，其實頗「藝術家性格」，不過務實的他們會評估「這份薪水的重要性」，若真的沒有耍帥的自由，牙一咬就又忍了下來，著實也是很能忍耐的一群。

固定宮人需要被環境刺激出野心，才會「沒事找事」去主動找忙碌，所以常常「危機就是轉機」，太固定於某項工作的後果反而成了庸碌之輩，被環境激發出爆發力者，反而有可能得到大成就也不一定呢。

變動宮（雙子、處女、射手、雙魚）：跟你拼了，或吃苦當成吃補

想法比任何人都特殊的變動宮，說他們樂觀也好、說是不服輸也罷，屬於愈受不了愈要「留下來鬥一鬥」的強硬類型，傲氣使他們打心眼認為：就這樣走了豈不是趁了別人的意、又顯得自己太遜？當然是絕對不行的啊，沒有不能扭轉的局勢，也沒有過不去的難關，不到最後一刻，變動宮人絕不放棄。

也不是所有變動宮都這麼硬頸與好鬥，更有一批溫和、樂於服務又認命的變動宮走逆來順受路線，因為「這就是命運」，既然是命運安排，那麼既來之則安之，順天總比逆天好，有什麼苦就先受了吧，老天爺是疼憨人的，一定會有看見自己努力、得到合理回報的一天…變動宮如此激勵自己，於是能對命運逆來順受，吃苦當成吃補。

當然，以上是「遇到逆境」時的變動宮，倘若此時正是順境，狀況就可能有所不同了。好奇、好學又可能犯大頭症的變動宮多少會有比較心態，既然是順境誘惑有可能變多，這時就看誰出的價碼高、或有騎驢找馬的心態，小動作頻頻，可說是「易被勾出不好特質」的族群，態度也傾向高傲，與逆境時的謙卑迥然不同。且心裡若有怨氣，甚至會想整人一下，讓別人知道自己不好惹，難過一下也好。

變動宮人天生就有著「變動的命運」，平時就可能常有換工作、部門、跑道的機會，也會自己追求進修、學習的可能性，所以事業巔峰時突然出國進修或走入婚姻所在多有，變動幅度很大。對別人而言異動也許很傷元氣，但對變動宮來說驛動卻未必是壞事，反而愈多碰撞愈能撞擊出亮眼成績，也因豐富閱歷而更加成熟、更有競爭力。

2010-03-22T22:52:00.004+08:00

Saturday(20/03/10)
[my swollen toe, & different between 2 toes.]

went to work with my swollen toe.
super the painful...
wahpaing...so fast everyone know my toe swollen.

helped auntie wen ling stick rhinestones,
for her phone....

had a strange customer,
he choosing a bed sheet for more than 3hours.
don't know choosing gold or what sia.

Sunday(21/03/10)
worked noon shift.
still little painful,
but not that swollen already.
very embarrassing when i screamed,
after Jennifer stepped my toe accidentally.
after that my toe turn feeling-less

stick rhinestone for Tiffany MP4.

Monday(22/03/10)
worked...nothing special..
just too bored...
till 7pm+ then sold 1 items.

home, dinner, bath, Blog, FB..
& sleeping soon.
too tired...
+ super fed up with my TV..
almost hammer it...

2010-03-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

Tuesday(09/03/10)
afternoon shift.
helped Kp stick rhinestones on her china iPhone.

Wednesday(10/03/10)
noon shift...
helped Jennifer stick rhinestones on her phone.

saw Jenn but called her she ignored.
just seconds Bun came find me awhile with her sister..
i thought they 2 playing hide & seek with me..

tea-break time...
all was discussing about 3 Chinese girls stealing.
they stolen cosmetic some more those cheap one.
the security said they very YAYA...
kana caught still can smile, they still under probation.
OMG, WTH nowadays young really "fantastic"

after tea-break thought can slack till knock off.
one male customer came told me to get store manager.
crazy feller, just small matters need so fierce a not??
some more is not my fault, & not my brand problems.

2010-03-08T23:35:00.001+08:00

Sunday(07/03/10)
worked morning shift..
totally not like Sunday,
like no customers...

Monday(08/03/10)
noon met Kp & headed to JB..
went holiday palza met jennifer..
woohoo..
shopping, relaxing..
actually wanna do pedicure,
end up went shop for books..

evening went to jennifer house awhile,
then bought foods back from pasamalam..
eat, slack & watch DVD...

after dinner...
Jennifer husband drove us to custom.
reached s'pore custom,
i walk to woodlands center,
then walked home alone....
imagine, walking alone in a dark street,
although cooling, but that a bit horrible...

2010-03-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Friday(05/03/10)
worked noon shift..
lots of promoter went Batu Pahut trip.
& we waiting to be rotten.

after work met with magg she waiting for bee.
a/c her till bee came.
& meet up with Jaddy & friends.
slacked~~

Saturday(06/03/10)
Happy 19th birthday to Blackie.
Happy 19th birthday to Madhu.
Happy Birthday to Ms Jasmine Koh.

working morning..
from morning keep kana aiming.
lucky i smart enough...

having discussion among promoters..
after work dad drove me home,
& straight away fallen asleep in sofa.
What a pig i am...

2010-03-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

recently working notice alot of weird people.
maybe to life too stressful.
or money matters make everyone gone crazy??

Tuesday(02/03/10)
faint la...
just reached work,
auntie lisa came collect punch card & stock take.
haven't finish so rushly did the last piece paper work.

met a fussy customer.
no wonder his wife ran away.
he had a queen bed,
& wanna change to single quilt cover..
this cannot, that don't want..

after worked went home sleep..
sick & tiring~~

Wednesday(03/03/10)
working, no customer was bored.
but having lots of fun with colleagues.
& happy get myself a new ring.

OMG!! there a crazy customer today..
i was at my counter cool with those fans at the side.
suddenly a man walk towards my counter,
talking, smiling & laughing to himself.
served him but he ignored talking to my bedsheet.
Omg, walked away.
then he walked to KingKoil counter.
auntie SiewHong served him,
looking at her pillow cases smiling...!!

dinner at coffee shop with parents & jas family,..
called Jas alot of times, she like MIA..

Thursday(04/03/10)
Finally is my off day..
wasn't in mood to do anything.
~bun & liyun jio for Mj, but mood less.
~Alicia asked to help her,
but i can't so sorry.
~Maggie jio shopping, no money.
~Jaddy & friends jio for drinks i rejected..

but parents dragged to JB for dinner.
rejected but they used force no choice.
after dinner had stomachache.. Faint.

2010-03-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

28Feb2010(Sunday)
ITS last day of FEB 2010.

busy doing stock taking,
& did those paper work.
last min sales rep called,
ask to change few ranges price tag.
Faint la..What The Heck!!

quickly rushing...
till night went off early.
after work had to help Lynna this & that.

headed to Jasmine house after work..
steamboat for dinner. yummy.
i think had been 2/3years since we went her house for steamboat.
miss those days with kor too.

o1March2010(Monday)
time fly fast, its 3rd month already.
reached there did my own things first.
copy punch card, & calculated working hrs & pay.

continue my stock taking...
noon Cindy & Grace choong came my counter.
chit-chatted.. chats about our "old days"
really do missed those happy times in CCA,
although i didn't SELECTED/INVOLVED in any event...
Manager BC pass by saw i chit-chatting,
lucky she didn't say anything. as no customer.

lunch time very rush...
went collect Lynna ring, & Ntuc buy my ingredients.
slacking after evening time...

P.S 人啊!只顾着追寻眼前的，却错过了后面追着的、等待的。
humans! always missed out the one chasing/waiting you, while you chasing other.

2010-02-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to HuiLun!

working working working..
was bored....
storewide just like normal days..
super quite at my department.

noon Cindy came my counter..
then she went shopping, while i went lunch.
& that dolphin super irritating,
asking about her things... ignored.
after lunch went walk walk with Cindy.

back to work...
time moving slow,
chit-chatting to waste time..
talking to the H/H guy, he joker la.
if not with them crapping my days will be dead.

2010-02-27T10:20:00.002+08:00

26 Feb 2010 (Friday)
worked morning.
nothing to do so clearing of old price tags.
&& i did this..

then went Taman Sentosa,
dinner there & shopped at THE STORE.

2010-02-25T23:45:00.001+08:00

2010-02-15T23:56:00.005+08:00

morning play com..FB-ing.
noon Went 1st uncle house..
Asam Laksa (penang) for lunch..
steamboat for dinner...
super squeezy,
9cars in total!!
lots of children...

7 cars inside, 2 outside.

dinner, took 5rounds to finish.

2nd uncle bird nests house.

kids are playing fire, candles & fireworks??

2010-02-15T09:34:00.006+08:00

Friday(12/02/10)
so happy got new phone!!
Samsung Corby Pro & Sony Ericssion Satio!
thanks Jas accompany my mum to get my phone.

worked, tiring...
after work headed home straight..
pack bag, preparing this & that..
1am & off we go.
sorry Jas no time help you polish nails.

Saturday(13/02/10)
WTH!! no where can top up prepaid & "touch & go" card.
ended up we reached 4th uncle house 11.30am
stay & slacking till mid-night.
& watch fireworks & firecrackers.
then back to xiao jiu house sleep..

Sunday(14/02/10)
Happy Lunar New Year!
& Happy Valentine day!

morning went penang temple...
went to eldest uncle house..
slack then back to xiao jiu house...

Morning at temple.

2010-02-11T22:12:00.001+08:00

worked.bored..
after work headed home..
pack bag, do this & that..
busying...

2010-02-10T23:24:00.001+08:00

Tuesday(09/02/10)
working noon shift..
doing stock...
lunch time meet up with Cindy.
after lunch she chit-chatted with me.

quite busy at night...
arranging stock, ordering stock..
had to work OT.
a customer super troublesome,
if not her my shoe won't torn...

she want the bed-set which my counter don't have,
so i have to go atrium get...
when running down the escalator,
& MY shoe torn!!!
end up she never take..!!!

last to went off..
&& lucky daddy came to drove me.

Wednesday(10/02/10)
working morning....
wore the shoe borrow from Jasmine,
& super the pain!!
few things happened within 2hours
met,...forget it, nothing i can say.speechless..

lunch meet up with Cindy...
otw back to work,
saw a feller that i don't want see.
he smoking with another promoter,
lucky he never saw me if not....faint la!!

evening time Jas came find me for carrier.
she got "bite" by a Indian crazy woman customer..
i can't say anything other than apologies,
if is my last day i sure scold back...

What regular customer!!
is my 1st time ever saw her in metro.
crazy woman so fuzzy...
reserve, transfer, see, open, don't want, change...
she bought a cushion cover with tiger skin design.
& she want bedsheets with tiger design too.
or blanket with tiger skins patterns...
the problem is don't have & she still said want,
So showed her the leopard one instead of tiger...
& say Chinese have what tiger towel,
Chinatown got, then go there la...

she said something really Funny,
CNY tiger year should have tiger related one,
feel like shot her back this,
then CNY like not related to you, none of your business.
but i never la...
She irritating & i don't feel like serving her...
she ask to open the carpet for her,
i said i busy, find someone for to help....
went hide at store with su & lynna...

then next come again...
another customer troublesome!!!
called me want change bolster case,
then told to her till i want vomit blood...
nowadays really a lot of weird customers.

back home...
did some packing...
& manicure..

2010-02-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

Monday(08/02/10)
working morning....
boring... stock never...
so just knock off on time.

then back home for dinner..
& accompany Jas go center buy pants.

2010-02-08T01:57:00.002+08:00

Saturday(06/02/10)
work work work...
morning was so quite,
so did some paper work.
i turn & caught 2 guys looking at me,
1then turn back, another smiles to me.
i act blur continue my things,
malu sia... oops can't say.

after work helped Jasmine & Jason buy a lot food..
then deliver to their house.
back home dinner, bath, get Kp things,
& went back cwp pass to her..
so troublesome a lot problem..

Sunday(07/02/10)
working...
slacking all the way...
lunch time went to NTUC buy things.
heavy.....
lucky day came drove me...

2010-02-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

Thursday(04/02/2010)
worked noon shift alone..
firstly was bored,
till the end very busy..

when going to lunch,
a customer came buying alot..
she want delivery, so help her do..
lucky lynna helped, & she just stayed nearby..
then went food mall meet them,
& auntie Feng treat me Korea food. spicy.

night time super busy..
worked all the way till closing...
did last mins faxing...
The office was so scary..
tired & sleep very early.

Friday(05/02/2010)
woohoo..Kp came back...
atrium linen fair started,
lucky was non of my business.
stock came, & had to return stock..
super the fed-up with the security.
& Kew came pass me things,
busying here & there.

after lunch auntie Lily treat Mcd Ice-cream.
back to work, was bored...
after work wait for Kp break,
then accompany her jalan Jalan.

2010-02-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

Wednesday(03/02/10)
Working...
nothings special happened on work.
only things was that SUPER heart pain!!
they said i dyed hair & no dye no different!!

after work headed to J.Jaya...
on dad car, i was so fed-up..
sighing don't know for what reasons..
idk what am i angry-ing for???
just simply don't why i so frustrating...

2010-02-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

Tuesday(02/02/2010)
working morning shift..
only me & lynna, & customers keep asking..
asking about curtain when i'm busy..
i had to clear stock from wagons,
pack & keep it before the bed come..

but i can't manage to finish.
all because of curtain customer,
help them still give the promoter scold.
kind people difficult to be!!!

then driver sent bed,
OMG! making me more fed up,
the bed like get from rubbish dump,
they said is my sales rep choose one,
still said is the most good one. WTH.
so scolding non-stop...

before work end,
auntie lisa came, she complained a lot of things..
agreeing what she said...UNFAIR.

& Jasmine came find me after back from cck.
then went JohnLittle bought some stuff.
Jalan Jalan then went home..

dyed my hair..
KNS not nice...UGLY!!!
super troublesome & smelly..
cox mum bought the wrong dye.

2010-02-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

Brand new day of Feb,
Brand new month of 2010.
13days to LNY 2010.
11days more working to my long leave.
& i just have to wait for 11months more,
&& everything will be over.

worked morning...
woke up super early..
bought 2 disc at Pasamalam,
both are hokkien songs.
they still suspect weather isn't i listen.

lunch time went check with starhub,
KNS!! need Q no.
thought of signing Samsung Corby Pro B5310.
but no stock.. & the china girl really sucks.
ask questions, don't know, wait, don't have...
ask me call to check myself,

after work went check at starhub again,
wait for very long, then tell me wed may coming.
early said la!! make me go check again.
STARHUB SERVICES SUCKS!!!

2010-01-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

Saturday(30/01/10)
Happy Birthday to Auntie Jennifer.

morning woke up to cook cream cheese Spaghetti.
then rushed to work..
i tasted not good, but other said very nice.

last day of storewide extend,
worked till end...
passby Giordano saw JianFang & friends,
Lazy & tired to say hello.
the Kiwi head grow hair..

reach home eat, bath, sleep...

Sunday(31/01/10)
working at 11am,
but woke up late, so 11.30am..
tiring, boring at work...

now seeing what phone to sign..
tml buying new phone...
Sony Ericssion,
Samsung
or Nokia.??

2010-01-30T02:55:00.002+08:00

Thursday(28/01/10)
Happy 18th Birthday to Jessica.

metro storewide. work morning.
super the busy, customers made me mad..

Chatting with Insincere awhile.
he ask me about my further study.
then told me a lot things,
& his past path way...
maybe he is right, but i'm not ready..
No matter what, still thanks him..
he came out from MDIS, he can i also can.
i will try it out when i'm ready.
really feels goods chatting with him.

after work head to J.Jaya.
collect things from aunt sending to penang.

Friday(29/01/10)
work noon till closing...
busying whole day....
super super tired,
lucky daddy mummy came drove me.

2010-01-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

Tuesday(26/01/10)
worked morning, late...
busying doing this & that..
& taping the dropping glass.

busy doing stock people kept irritate.
1st was Tiffany, discussing about memory foams.
2nd was a customer ask about curtain, i ignored..
3rd was the cleaner want collect carton that i still need,
nagging, just let him take lor.

after that the old man come collect carton again,
keeping on saying & use pen-knife pointing at me...
my 1st time ever i shouted & quarrel with old man in public!!
although tried to control my temper, but still can't tolerate it...
didn't notice customer & pass by promoters are looking.......

Wednesday(27/01/10)
worked noon shift..
OMG, super quite...
2staff & 5promoters on leave..
no much customer...

Qin's cousin came find me,
she bought bedsheet for ZhanHong & JiaMin..
end up took Jean Perry one.

went briefing, briefed by insincere.
then went to atrium pass my promoter things,
& quarrel with my promoter again,
then he said i very fierce..... WTH

lunch time went compare samsung phone.
back to work, & beecheng came..
she also want change phone,
i already confirming 1phone but she say cannot make it.
suggested Iphone,
many people ask me take Iphone,
Iphone really good meh??

tea-break only me & 2aunties...
super bored....
heard other table talking was funny...

2010-01-25T20:19:00.002+08:00

Sunday(24/01/10)
daddy mummy went Malaysia..
morning cooked corn soup + ham,
served with spaghetti with black pepper..
super yummy.

Worked noon shift..
busy till no time drink water..
Tiring, but still must kept on fighting.

Monday(25/01/10)
worked morning shift.
whole day people chatting topic about sutan pass away,
main thing is the fine-ing matters,
must tie black cloth on hand or else fine Rm300.
what to do?? respecting sutan??

still got a lot of things undone for LNY,
some items haven't buy...
things to do before LNY.
~dye hair.
~polish nails.
~getting the Camera.
~& some traveling items..

2010-01-24T01:43:00.002+08:00

Saturday(23/01/10)
woke up with my lappy on-ing..
OMG!! didn't off it before sleep.
mum thought playing com early in the morning.
lucky she did know, if not i ... die!!

meet Fredrick & we mrt-ed to CCK..
went Lot1 see what to buy for Alicia's house warming,
as feel weird if we go empty hands.
then Fredrick said :
"buy also weird, no buy also weird, don't buy better."
& we empty hand to her house..

after eating, slacking at Alicia bed..
playing Fredrick Ipoh Touch..
finish eating second round,
watching Agnes play with dog.
& off we go Expo after Alicia dragging.

bought 2 wall fans for home.
& my lappy cooling pad..
Total <$100
forgotten to buy their P-w-p item which i need it.
forget it..
saw Fuji Cam $229 + lots free gifts,
&& 8" traveling DVD Player..
didn't buy as mum said wasting $$.. okay..

& mrt-ed home with Alicia..
Thanks a lot ALICIA!!!
then dad drove me home..

2010-01-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

Happy 23th Birthday to KaPoo!!

working...
helped qin's cousin see Disney bedsheet..
&& morning no customer,
so chit-chatting with other..
speechless...

OT, as new stock came..
while doing was thinking a lot.
should i continue study of working AS PROMOTER??
peoples said promoters are useless people job.

yeah!!!
changing phone soon...
feel like changing my no.
but currently no. gave me lots of memories..
change new no. change a new life??
or remain old no. continue my old life??

still considering what phone to get...
expenses one like Iphone??
or good one but $0 for re-contract??
LG/samsung/Sony Ericsson W995??
comparing phone till i madding soon..
Samsumg confusing me...
thought of taking LG Lollipop GD580,
but no WiFi & GPS, cam no good.

2010-01-21T23:16:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Jap Fredrick!!

noon rush to meet daddy & mummy at changi.
i was late, lucky still manage to get in...
after happy visit headed to SiMei East point..

had lunch at East point..
actually Frenda ask me go her house,
celebrate Fredrick birthday...
end up never, sorry...

went Sun Plaza with parents.
mummy buying for her LNY cloths..
i actually don't buy le,
but end up bought a mini-skirt..

headed back to Wdl,
went buy the red tops at Pasamalam.
bought it for work wore on LNY...
I SHOULD STOP BUYING ALREADY!!!!

home sweet home...
watching mio TV Taiwan show..
Xiao Zhu, Luo Zhi Xiang, SHOW.
laughed till mad...
laughters really push sadness away..

2010-01-20T23:38:00.001+08:00

Friday(15/01/10)
early morning swimming with Jasmine,
then went to work...
little tiring...

Saturday(16/01/10)
worked morning shift.
& night headed home dinner & nape awhile.
then headed to CCK,
support Alicia BBT.

then ton at Alicia house.
while Jas sleeping,
me & Alicia heart to heart talk.

Sunday(17/01/10)
woke up late at Alicia house,
quickly bath & rush back home.
then went to work,
eat then start working..

after work meet bun & liyun for dinner..
McD!! no student meal, dam expensive.
when ordering, that guy like very fedup,
cox i alot of problems...
end up gave me a lot of fries...

monday(18/01/10)
worked noon, till metro close.
my last customers were...OMG.
talk until i no voice,
& the CSC feller very guailan...
i explaining to customer how does it work,
that suppose to be the their job not mine..
can understand the ladyCS don't speak chinese,
but that man is chinese & keep on speaking english.
& giving attitude to customer,
think he "eat potato" so what!!!
the couple customer like quarrelling,
me & the ladyCS can't do anything just smiles smiles.

Tuesday(19/01/10)
after work went J.Jaya...
Customer Jam...
dinner, porridge... yummy.

then headed to Lina cousin house..
chit-chatting, planning & confirming
for LNY2010 Penang trip.
alot of things had to settle before LNY.

Wednesday(20/01/10)
work...
morning serve a rich customer,
serve for 3&1/2 hrs...
from choosing, calculating, packing
bla~~~ till deliver items to the car....
never drink water & super thirsty..

after work..
headed home..sleep...
woke up do starhub phone search..
pending on what phone to take..
touch screen or Ergonomic QWERTY keyboard..
Sony Ericssion, Samsung or LG???

2010-01-14T20:59:00.001+08:00

Wednesday(13/01/10)

worked noon!!!
just reached metro got Chinese songs,
i thought i went to wrong place,
was CNY songs...
they songs keep on repeating,
remind me the days with clique,
performing on stage for LNY pass years..
only can turn in memories.

no free time, busying in & out..

i 擦肩而过him twice very near...

& i can just go & ignored..
dare to face it already!!
i did it, i know i had let everything down..

checking sales figure,
& insincere just came & saw i wear zoo T-shirt,
so crapping with me,
lucky the other manager not around,
if not i die...

after lunch went took BoBoChaCha from mum,
then headed to pasamalam walk walk,
saw a skirt & the people say i can wear...
nice, don't know want buy anot..

tea-break ate BoBoChaCha... yummy.
after tea-break continue paste price tag.
then chatting randomly with lynna..
oops!! accidentally gossiped...
sorry didn't mean to said, but was just too random..

Thursday(14/01/10)
OFF day!! woohoo.
but not free, busying house cleaning..
clearing lots of things,
& now i then release i had lots of shoes..

evening went metro,
pass cups to Jennifer,
collect foundation from lynna.
& bought 3 carpet..

then headed to cousin house,
just reached their void-deck they were waiting for lift.
then gave them a lot of things..
jiawen was so quite but very violent..
jiamin was noisy lots of questions.
zhanhong average, but just hand itchy.
all common in like lollipops, me too...

dad came & off we go.
send zhanhong to tuition,
& had dinner at coffee shop.
then went jas house,
help her fried meat...
OMG!! she don't know how to fry!!!
random randoming randomly randoms.

2010-01-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

Sunday(10/01/10)
went J.B with parents & Jas..
had breakfast, then went mei-e auntie house.
then headed to perling, sutera mall..
accompany her shopping there..
end up she bought not a single shoes,
& i bought i pair shoe in the end...

OMG!! faint!!
this LNY i have total 4pairs of shoes.
2 new tops, new eye liner & mascara.
But no new bottoms!!!

then went to cousin house at J.Jaya,
fetch aunt & vivi go shopping together.
after shop, dinner at nearby coffee shop..
thai food for dinner..! yummy shiock!!
dinner & headed home..

Monday(11/01/10)
thought of swimming with Jas in the morning,
but too tired & called her no pick up.
back to sleep..
& i late for work!!

rush to work,..
lunch time went home to eat,
& fallen asleep..
lucky rushed back on time.
do stock, stock came late.
after work, reach home..
super tired....

P.s congrats for ppl took O-lvls having good results.
for those did not so well, move it on!!!
P.s i still thinking continue study or not??
apply ITE again now??
or continue earn money to study private??
I'm LOST!!!

Tuesday(12/01/10)
worked~~~
early reached continue do unfinished stock.
then insincere came, bla bla bla..
thought of asking him something,
but suddenly forgotten what i want say & turn blank..

don't know why recently i very Lagg,
kept forgetting things...
my brain cells having wars inside..
i'm confusing...
Totally in LOST!!
which path should i go??
~continue my way straight??
~U turn??
~turn right, left?
~or just stopping where i am??

2010-01-09T21:03:00.003+08:00

Friday(8/1/10)
Happy birthday to Alex!!

mum cook Bacon for me..
super yummy...
eat until forget time to work.

stock came early..
KNS gave me wrong stock again...
want K gave Q, got big different sia.
called office firstly that checked got,
after that call back say no more stock.. WTF!!
i had to call customer to apologize.
my company really Sucks la!!..

frenda came return me my $2.20.
lunch was rush...
no where else to go, back to work.
insincere kept calling me sincere,
made me feel awkward infront of another staff.

after work helped Kp bought linen things,
she want the free "attack 2in1 detergent + softener".
running up & down super busy..
home, dinner, bathed & sleep...

Saturday(09/01/10)
Happy birthday to MingXiu!

worked..
nothing better to do,
helped nic(VM) open umbrella.
they hanging the golden lantern..
super ugly not like CNY mood...

lunch went ZiChar at blk354..
auntie Amy treat, was yummy.
Super full till almost can't walk back.

slacked awhile & off i go..
dinner never eat much,
now i'm hungry....

woohoo...tomorrow no work, off..
& now waiting for tomorrow,
going JB with daddy, mummy & my Jasmine.
too bad Alicia not going...

2010-01-08T01:13:00.004+08:00

Wednesday(6/1/10)
Worked alone,...
had to return bed display,
&& coming wagons...
The stupid feller xiong came help,
my sales rep ask him come help,
cause he said i very slow...

ANGRY, quarrel, argue & shot back..(that me.)
not happy don't come la..
this is $5/hr speed, how fast he expecting!
wah! i just PT ley, count as cheap labor OK!..
some more i got anything happened, can't claim ok!
so must do slow & carefully + nice lor.
you so fast you do yourself la, i go home lor...
bla...bla...bla..
shot until he nothing to say...
then others kept looking at me.
FIERCE~~~

slowly do finish everything...
super lots of things to do,
doing & grumbling, they said i very noisy...
KNS that feller making me do double/triple job.
anyhow mix, making things worst,
causing me did even slower...
too busy, late for my lunch time.

lunch time talk with Jessica on phone.
then back to work...
continue again...tea-break.
too tired, so went home at 9.30 instead of 10pm.
oh, forgot to take x'mas tree so went back.

Thursday(7/1/10)
worked...
passby lvl2, & insincere is busying,
he ask me want help him a not,
too bad cannot...
reach counter do cleaning job.

no much customers..
only can see insincere & H/H staff busying here & there.
nothing to do, anyhow find things to do.

lunch time went home to eat..
"baobei sour salad" woohoo..
rush back to work again..

before work end, ah-chan & CaiHua came.
chatting with me make my time pass faster.
then went KFC with them.. chit-chat.
heart-to-heart talk... talk a lot..

yeah!! i finally say out feeling about "him",
i know what i want & don't want..
some people making my feeling confuse.
actually forgotten "him", but end up remembered.
so now i continue to forgetting him in progress...
NO MORE LINK between...

2010-01-05T03:07:00.001+08:00

worked..
reached counter saw "some1" again.
everyone were busying...
after finish my stock,
i went help lynna & insincere awhile.

busying doing unimportant things..
lunch time went lvl5 eat,
Katherine auntie treat, hahax.

stock came late again.
worked till 8pm...
reach home quite tired,
but still on lappy...
watched "Aunty Lucy" DVD...
kns not nice...not funny...

2010-01-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

late for work,
lucky never get scolding.

just reach metro feel weird,
every staff change back to uniform.
reached counter saw "some1" sat on the floor.
didn't bother much....

after lunch pass by twice, act as normal..
then meet Jas with Christin at McD.
saw agnes with her friends, every noisy.

stock came late,
did little bit then went tea-break.
they treat cheese cake, & bangawa solo.
then went home after that..
reach home then remember forgot take x'mas tree.

2010-01-03T21:30:00.003+08:00

Happy "25th" to my Dearest Mummy!

worked...
knock off early wanna make pasta for mummy..
but ended up 6.30pm then off..
bought a tamago frying pan..

went Ntuc with Jas & Alicia..
bought Ham...
then they went to buy cake..
(still haven't return me money arh!)

cook mushroom soup + ham. request by Jasmine Heng.
eat, celebrate mum birthday then cake...
cutting Cake..& HUAT AH!!
slacking in my room,
squeezing on my bed...
& they taking my dorami & doraemon....
qihong & Alicia snatching & playing it...
& lastly photos.
(TO BE UPLOAD SOON.)

2010-01-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

Saturday(2/01/10)
working after shift..
almost late for work..
brought lots of things,
which helped them buy....

chatting with lynna & he pass by.
so asked lynna a question,
she confirm my conclusion. 2timer.

after lunch meet Jessica, she came cwp..
chit-chatted...long time never see liao.
2years! last since was ~X'mas 2008.
don't know is she shorter, or i taller liao. LOL.
forgotten to take photos with her..

was busying after lunch...
running in & out the store..
&& almost bang on him twice..
lucky never...better don't ever happen.

after work meet Fredrick...
accompany him dinner..
while i thinking for mum birthday!!

Sunday(3/01/10)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!!
LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP DEEP LA...

2010-01-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
NEW wishes HOPE it come true!

went in m'sia early morning.
can't wait for Alicia,
as she haven't ask her mum...
& daddy can't wait already,
he hungry liao..

headed to Taman Gaya yuejin aunt noodle stall.
ate breakfast at there first.
then headed to LiNa cousin house,
she never work so went shopping together.

accompany them eat first,
meanwhile me & mummy went wholesales,
i bought a LV purse, belt & ring & ear stucks..
love it!! actually buying for mum,
she said don't want ley...

after bunch, decide to go Perling,
went Sutera Mall, 2 tops, 2sandals.
wanna buy their heels but no my sizes, left broken sizes.
heels at Rm20 only!! unique & quality good.
thought of buying for Alicia, but don't know her size,
+ giving shoes very PanTang.

then we spreaded, Dad, Lina & me went Carrefour,
bought lots of things, include 3.8kg chili sauce.
mostly are helping others buy.
&& daddy was Funny la, he is cute.. Hahax.

while mum, vivi & aunt went other place,
& they met auntie hun & family coincidentally.
they live a Potain & quite far from Perling,
such a small world, maybe this is FATE??

Zhen & Mei cousins came to lead us to Qin cousin house.
&& i agree 3women like a market,
imagine 3women, 1man, 4kids what would it be??
Is HYPERMARKET instead of supermarket!!
JiaWen is very violent!! she hit my head twice.

Start Raining & is cold weather.
went Dinner at Perling S'MART..
PeNang Laska shiock !!
& ice-kachang with peanuts + ice-cream even Shiock!!

sent them home,
&& home sweet home..
little Jam, reached home around 10.30pm.

2010-01-01T02:39:00.004+08:00

Thursday(31/12/09)
Last day of dec 2009..
so fast a year finishing.

work, work, work.
mum acc Jas's mum shopping.
thought of ask her choose the ring herself,
but she said she don't want anything...
&& having meeting before lunch..

after knock off mum came with dad,
to pass the shopper cheque.
then i bought the towels.
cashier was that Kaimin,
the one look like mh,
he purposely drag slowly,
& his signature was ugly..

back home, bath, dinner, watch "my blog my world",
then meet up with Alicia at train,
headed to khatib meet Vanessa & her friend AiTing.
reach McD, AiTing first thing said was,
"SHE LOOK LIKE SHISHZ LEY"..OMG!!! Faint!

see singer & listen to songs...
& Fredrick came...
&& count down...
30...10..9..3..2..1
.
.
.
2010(ended up 0102)

Friday(01/01/10)
Happy New Year.
Brand new year, new starting.
Happy birthday to Candy Heng!!

after Taufik Batisa singing, off we go.
guess what??
i saw him again!!!
some more Alicia sat beside her GF..
Alicia reaction was horrible..
Vanessa talk so loud when asking...

KNS...disgusting!!
alighting...

suddenly shocked by F...
meet up with qh then...
chit-chatted..
till 2am, they sent me home...LOL
i not scared, then they scared...

otw home got 3 crazy girl "zhu" us from far said "HI".
i thought is their friend,
they thought my friend..
was curios went back 1 round to see who are they,
then saw Jenn & friends..
act walk behind Jenn, see them.. we don't know.

2009-12-30T22:16:00.001+08:00

Monday(28/12/09)
worked work work...
stock suddenly came,
which shouldn't be send today.
&& got new stock..
pushed into store kept first..

after work, went home.
dinner, bath, sleep..
too tired..

Tuesday(29/12/09)
worked, do stock..
bored...
Having meeting before end work.
headache.. lots of problems..

after worked, met magg at McD.
then she accompany me to jewel shops..
still considering in progress...

Wednesday(30/12/09)
worked..
lots of stock came,
causing the store no space..

lunch time went SK jewel again,
then i saw ah-chan at John Little..
so went to chat, she very auntie sia.

after lunch back to work,
went to tidy the stock in store.
i super smart...
put the stock at the top-est shelf.
so have to climb up the ladder..
&& i almost fall from ladder,
all thanks to that Js..
lucky i holding, he kicked the ladder,
don't know he purposely or accidentally!!

2009-12-28T01:39:00.003+08:00

Sunday(27/12/09)
worked..
lunch time went see jewellries with auntie Jennifer..

after work, meet magg..
accompany her dinner at LJS.
then headed home,
otw pass by atrium saw someone i hate.
hate & irritating so quick walk quick to escape.

2009-12-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

back to work again..
super tired & bored..
thought of offing myself one day.
sleepy...
if i know so tired i off myself..

after work rushed to 111 coffee shop.
as they are waiting for me..
qin's cousin with family,
xiao jiu & family, && mummy.

then bring the 4kids home first.
ChaiYee used lappy face book,
ZhanHong play my phone,
then snatching PSP with JiaHerr..
&& JiaMin very good see only,
so gave her lollipop & chocolate..
first time ever she so guai...

then her Sis JiaWen woke up,
crying want too..
lucky still have...
her cries is terrible...

after that dad & mum send xiaojiu & family to J.jaya.
i didn't went as too squeezy car was full already.

ChaiYee, JiaMin, ZhanHong, Dorami & JiaHerr.

2009-12-25T19:17:00.004+08:00

Thursday(24/12/09)
Christmas eve..
(gonna be a fat christmas!!
..thanks to my colleagues.)

late for work..
lucky supervisor never saw..
work...early lunch...
eat finish, i passed the trees & boxes to mum,
which took from metro deco..
too late la, no masks...

meet Cindy toh, she want buy gift for her colleagues.
&& went popular help magg collect parkers pen.
walk walk & back for work...

magg came get from me the pen,
then was Jas came, i helped her rap gift.
&& waiting for time to pass..

P.S Thanks for X'mas gifts.
From LiNa, auntie Katherine & Ya-mei..
before punching cards,
get gift voucher from supervisor,
& door gifts from metro..
super long Q!!!

Had changed into home cloths.
then meet with Jas & Candy,
candy haven buy gift so ask me go home first.
put things, bath && out i go..
dinner at McD with Jas & Candy..

me & Jas then headed to Douby Ghaut,
&& meeting Alicia & Fredrick at Plaza Sing KFC.
headed to Fort Canning Park,
reached they said wulu, don't want go up.
end up went to The Cathay..
wanna watch "Alvin & the chipmunks2" but sold out..
slacked waiting for XuanMing & QiHong came,
then gifts exchange...
i got Jas one, & she got mine...

Friday(25/12/09)
Merry Christmas && a Happy new year.

(continue~~~)
bored...
went to Alicia house with jas & Fredrick.
buy drinks go...eat, bath, then slack...
little bored, Alicia no entertain me..
played numbers games...
&& Alicia gave me hug Agnes pooh bear...
slept at 6am+..

me & Jas squeeze 1 bed,
long time no sleep same bed le..
woke up slack slack... then bath,
&& out we go.. for lunch at coffee shop.

finish lunch headed to Lot1.
Jas & Alicia buying shirts at bossini,
then me & Fredrick wait lor,
suddenly i saw "they people"..ignored..
Omg,Kns, Singapore got so small mah??

actually see movie but must wait till 9.25pm.
so end up never watch..
walk walk see & back home...

EDIT:
night went to watch "Alvin & the chipmunks2",
with Jas, Alicia, Fredrick, Qh & Xm...
was super funny laugh till mad..

2009-12-24T03:04:00.002+08:00

Wednesday(23/12/09)
already 1year after cutting my hair..
changed new hair style, permed..
when free gonna change another pattern.
still perming?? or reborn???
dye or highlight??

worked, morning late for work..
brought a boy(lost child) to CSC,
&& the girl kept looking, irritated!!

stock came early, && packed return.
the uncle shun very irritating...
keep rushing, check & check & check...
worst still is when i have to run up & down,
to find supervisor & manager sign then security.
&& he kept rushing & saying quick,
i frustrated straight shouted back "can't wait ah!!"
with the "killing people" face, he then kept quite..

evening meet a AngMoh customer,
he looking for dark green blanket to cover his x'mas tree.
don't have recommend him to use other,
e.g bedsheets, towel, throw, carpet & lastly tablecloth.
&& i found a tablecloth very suit so recommend to him..
& he bought it, then went rinco counter..
then he came towards me, with a "hi-5" hand,
firstly i thought he want slap me i moved backwards..
he ask to give him a "hi-5", oh so LAME..

after worked, magg came meet me..
shopping with her..
actually buy x'mas gift for someone,
as i still short, end up bought nothing...
&& magg bought for her b-f...

reached home, rap gifts...
do this && that...
tired, but can't sleep ley..
P.s can't wait till later outing with friends...

2009-12-23T02:40:00.005+08:00

Saturday(19/12/09)
almost late for work..
so bought chicken rice to pantry..
early morning, ppl kept finding me..
insincere & the china boy find me,
then was this & that.....

lunch Katherine ah-mo brought food for me.
actually going to food junction with other,
then heard that lvl5FJ was closed, lvl7 were full.
so went to 371 coffee shop..

back to work, kns..
a lot of problem to solve..
1st, help one customer change bed set,
as the packing was totally wrong..
2 quilt cover, no bedsheets, pillow bolster cases at all..
lucky insincere told me first, if not i go blank...
2nd was the china boy, OMG!!
lots of things don't know, i have to help him do everything.

knock off..dinner with parents, Jas' mum & Jason.
eat till super full...yummy..
did house cleaning, left few days only..
so must quickly do...but hand itchy again...
then my mum smart lor, use it when i rest..
so i have to continue my cleaning...
hand turn rough & rotted..,

Sunday(20/12/09)
Happy Chinese Birthday to me!!
working, headache...
sick & tiring...
actually after work going to suntec city,
go the fair buy camera....
end up never go, long story...haiix.
anyway kor ask to get from his friend one.

Monday(21/12/09)
worked alone...bored..
lunch time my brand tag lost,
don't know drop where, can't found.,
but i found something on the floor..

stock came at 8pm was super late..
had to pack return, clear wagon.
put stock, paste price tag, arrange properly.
lots of things to finish, still manage to finish.
but no choice end work at 10.40pm,
lucky metro extend till 10.30pm..
&& i'm the last promoter again..
TIRED~~~

Tuesday(22/12/09)
冬至快乐！！
worked...continue cleaning the stock..
lots of things to do...
collect price tag, do price tag, do signage,
check sales figure, replenish stock, count items for return..
help for doing delivery, pack items at cashier counter.
answer some phone calls, arrange stock...
busy, running here & there.
KNS!! promoter $5/hr need do so many things..
haiix, who ask me "no study do this kind of job..."
(original said from some customer...)

ah-su shocked me from my back, at store..
&& i screamed loudly!!
when i walk out all looking at me, laughed..
super the malu sia!!

end work..parent came drove me to J.jaya.
dinner ate porridge & Thai food. yummy.
then went to cousin house, meeting for some plans.
discuss about xiao jiu & family coming,
SZ cousin wedding... LNY 2010.. still haven set..
OMG!!

2009-12-18T22:40:00.001+08:00

Thursday(17/12/09)
Happy Birthday to Roxanne.!

lunch with mummy at coffee shop.
then me headed to changi alone..
we were happy, although we are arguing.
chatting, crapping, arguing, laughing, bull-shiting.

back to wdl, went to counter..
inform things, then helped them to buy things.
then the cashier what sia!!

back home, dinner & did my accounting..
counting my expenses & income...
doing some controlling plans...
suddenly frenda came...pass me thing.
& accompany her dinner, then chatted.
my $2.20 arh!! don't forget..

Friday(18/12/09)
worked...
busying early in the morning..
busy none stop no time to drink water.
return stock very troublesome...
then pack & arrange stock,
lucky i smart enough, everywhere i also can keep..
here squeeze, there squeeze, throw up, keep under..
hahax. how smart am i!!
then change price tag...

lunch time... eat buffet..
regret never ate the turkey...
cox ppl spy us eating,
i don't like ppl see me when i eating..
so eat liao quick ran off..

meet magg..walk & chatted..
then saw HuiLun, she ask to pei her see watch.
after MunChing came, almost time back work.
busying then they came with frenda...

after frenda & magg went off..
MC chat with me, & helping change price tag.
free labour...hahax... good, good, good.
actually she is waiting for BeeCheng la...
BC then came with YenJu & XiaoNan..

kns, frenda & magg then come again..
they like playing hide & seek...
knocked off, meet them again..
chatted awhile, walked home with MC..

night actually doing house cleaning..
end up, hand itchy on lappy...
watched hong kong drama- "The King Of Snooker"
watched till about 3am..

2009-12-17T01:04:00.003+08:00

Wednesday(16/12/09)
working...
stock came...
lucky got Lina & Tiffany helping..
bun came look for me twice,
but i was in store, & at pantry.

after lunch time...
not in the right mood..
saw something made me "hot"..
so ate ice-cream to cool down...
then went bank to update bank book..
then who knows the ppl infront super slow..

laughter all the way...
every single things also can make craps & jokes..
laughing really can kept troubles away,
but just only the moment..

saw Mrs Lee before going to checkpoint..
she looking at guess bag...
...lim-kopi said a funny English words.. shh..

2009-12-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

Monday(14/12/09)
worked..
whole day laughing...
laughed like mad...
laughed till no image.
let everything used laughter to cover..

Tuesday(15/12/09)
my off day...
doing house work, spring cleaning!!
never wear gloves, as too troublesome..
ended up, hand turn rotted & rough!!

I turn wall brown to white,
&& the chair Grey to white.
cardboard looks like new,
turn mirror shiny, & its reflect.hahax
&& still thinking of painting or not..

evening went J.jaya..
ate super full for dinner..
then went bought things for Jas mum..

2009-12-14T01:36:00.001+08:00

Sunday(13/12/09)
Happy 17th birthday to Jasmine Heng.

worked..
was bored.. no business.
whole day looking at temp wrapping counter,
seeing them wrapping, almost sleep...
as usual wait for lunch,
wait for time pass to go home..

anyway chatted with insincere,
he said the plan for linen fair next year..
is before LNY!! maybe is none of my business.
i still thinking work till end of Jan,
or few days before LNY...
earn more, or rest more???
confused!! i want earn more money,
but i also need to rest. so what should i do??

reached home, watched DVD borrowed from Jennifer..
小胖流浪记, education show, Malaysia production.
comedy show, made me laugh till mad...LOL.

then sent Jasmine the present i bought for her..
p.s i must give her asap, as she going to ubin for NP camp..
she & Alicia know why...hahax

2009-12-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

Saturday(12/12/09)
Happy birthday to Grace Chong!!

late for work...
brought big bag of food to pantry,
he & she were there, she kept looking at me..
i just hack care, lazy to bother but was irritated..

reached counter, cleaning counter..
& insincere was there, chatted & crapped..
he really cute, friendly & funny manager..

lunch eat super full.
after lunch went take free coke..
&& i get the compliment letter le..
i still can't remember who that??

saw Ms Govin, she came buy pillow, intro her pillow..
she with young lady, like her daughter sia...
actually i wanted to ask:"mr tiru never come?",
but i not that naughty enough....hahax.
then after knock off saw mdm kaur with her daughter..

P.s feel something going wrong,
but don't know whats wrong.

2009-12-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

Thursday(10/12/09)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

went cwp, went to find HuiLun first.
otw i pass by atrium fair,
that girl was there, & "he" too...
she looked at me ... was irritated...

then Alicia came find me,
bought some stuff & headed to singsiong.
bought a lot of food, & snacks... 80 otahs(ALICIA!!)
&& only me & her carry home...
lucky otw yueleng jiejie(mum's friend) helped.

busy, busy, busy...
KNS, from 6+ till about 8 fire then started.
cutting cake, making wishes..
&& they disturbing.. mentioned "his" name..
can't blame them, as they didn't know anything.

CaiXiang was so noisy...
kept saying $ 4legs, i 2legs..(msn nick.)
then XuanMing, kept wishing happy birthday,
as he said he never buy mi present..LAME..

little dissapointed with some people.
not to mentions names here..
&& let it be...i see through people.
anyway left lots of food...
reach home, clean up, this & that..
busy till about 2am...manage to slept at 2.30am

BIGGEST THANKS!!
MY MUM!! I love her deep deep deep la..

Thanks for coming..
(sorry for food delayed due to fire unable to start. hope you guys enjoyed.)
ALICIA KOH!! Jennifer heng, Jas & Jen mum, Frenda, LiYun, JunXiong, Bun, XiaLi, BeeCheng, Jenn RuXiu, MunChing, Magg, XinYi, CaiHua, XuanMing, CaiXiang, Brandan, QiHong, Fredrick, Tianxiong, HuiLun, Agnes & her friend Lynn, Jasmine Heng, ShiShz Ella.

SMS & MMS wishes.
ALICIA KOH, Agnes Koh(X5), auntie Jennifer, JianFang, LiYun, Jenn RuXiu, Brandan, CaiXiang, ShuYi, Lina(metro), Lim-kopi(MMS), Cindy Toh, HuiChen, JunXiong, JiaBao, Carol & Jonathan Lim.

call wish
ALICIA KOH, Frenda, Vincent, auntie Jennifer, Carol..

Face Book post wish,
ALICIA KOH, Grace Wong, ShuYi, Vanessa, Dewen, ShiShz Ella, SinYing, FongYan, SingEe, Grace Chong, Cindy Toh, Tabie, YiWei(hong gf), TV Thiyiya, Fahaha(Faraha), Foo Fang2, YenJu, XiaoNan, Chen Hui.

face to face wished.
ALICIA KOH!!
Daddy, cousin Lina, cousin Sasa,
Kapoo, Lina, Insincere....
bits & pieces promoter, Brandan cousin addy?, agnes friend lynn...

Gifts & AngBao..
ALICIA KOH, Frenda, LiYun, bun, XiaLi, XinYi, Brandan, QiHong, Fredrick & TianXiong, HuiLun, ShiShz Ella, CaiHua, BeeCheng.
Auntie Amy, auntie Siew Hong, kapoo, Lim-kopi, auntie Yamei, & auntie lily.
Katherine ah-ma, bee's aunt & Jasmine's Mum.

*P.s Names missed out.. sorry, can't remember all. was tired.

Friday(11/12/09)
worked, was tiring..
whole body pain, muscle & everywhere pain..
brought left over food to work..
reached pantry, my sales rep ask me do this & that,
lucky "insincere" was there he helped me...

reached counter busying like crazy..
&& worst still the cashier(look like mh) very slack,
i have to help packing in order to be fast..
doing this & that, pain like hell..
lunch time went to buy yoko yoko,
$5.45 expensive!! pain no choice...
so heart pain to cure shoulder & muscle pain.

after my lunch, even pain-er..
my sales rep ask me do lots of things..
i ran here & there like siao zha bor...
roll price tag, bring to atrium, this & that..
&& still ask me to stand for 15mins, end up 45mins.
kns, wasting my time serving stupid people...
& they don't know how to arrange stock,
i have to find under wagon.
made me feel much more pain-est..

Tea-break auntie jennifer ask me open the gift,
then other told me go home then open....
when i reach home, dinner & open the gifts...
no wonder they told me go home then open,
a perfume wrapped with 16 layers of white paper,
&& 2 layes of color wrapping paper.. 18layers, 18yrs old.
*white paper = for wrapping grass so that won't broke easily.

2009-12-10T01:06:00.002+08:00

Tuesday(08/12/09)
met auntie Jennifer at cwp..
after back home, dad drove us to J.jaya.
little jam.. went bought cakes first.
2 cakes..then dinner & went to cousin house.

planning about how,
SZ wedding, & xiao jiu come..
then booked appointment for doing my hair..
went pasamalam, then headed back..
borrowed jas fridge to put cake..

Wednesday(09/12/09)
work~~
straight headed to pantry put cake in fridge.
thanks to Lina help me clear 1 space for my cake.
bored, so distroying old & useless price tag.

lunch with Tiffany. & i treated myself good one.
char siew rice with duck, cost $4.50...
first time even i ate so full & so Ex when work...
went town council booking BBQ pit..
actually can't as yet 18,...
but they said since tml you 18 then ok lor.
cost me $10.70. (7% GST).

Mc came look for me, chatted till 7.30pm.
&& i knock off.. went pantry for celebrating.
forgotten lighter, went take...
saw insincere so ask him got anot,
he ask me: "no, why? want smoke arh?"
i : "hahax! no is for candles, nevermind.."
then he ask me go household borrow..
he so cute la..

celebrating my birthday with them..
singing B'day song, crapping joking & eat cake.
OMG!! the cake give me cut till don't know like what.
&& thanks insincere, for the so sincere.. COOL.
gave thas(H/H supervisor) the cake, making me malu.
took fews photos..
sadded never take photos with them(7)..

&& Thanks to,
Lina(super thanks), auntie Chris(friven),
insincere(gavin), beecheng's aunt, Lim-kopi,
auntie Katherine, Amy, siewhong, lily..
not forgetting, Tiffany, auntie Jennifer, & Su!

2009-12-08T16:54:00.002+08:00

Monday(07/12/09)
Happy birthday to JiaJun!
Happy birthday to 有异性没人性 SiXian!!

raining~~~
worked...
nothing special happen..
just too bored..
waiting to lunch time,
waiting for tea-break,
waited till knock off..

Tuesday(08/12/09)
Happy birthday to Agnes Koh!
Happy birthday to CaiXiang!!

OFF day!!
woke up late...
did some house work..
washing toilet, washbasin & dishbasin.
washed till shine shine shine..hahax
but my hand...turn rough liao...

&& later going to meet auntie Jennifer.
then help mum buy top up card..
go bank print bank book...
& town council to book bbq pit,
but by the time i reach close lor,
so tomorrow lunch time i go book..
if no have liao then eating zi char to celebrate lor,
which means no BBQ liao.

2009-12-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

Saturday(05/12/09)
Happy birthday to Fu Xin

metro bonus sales...
worked till closing...BUSY!!
nothing very special actually,
just too tired...

lunch time went clique counter,
helped jas mum made payment.
the promoter don't how to calculate..!!
tea-break eat ice-cream with bread,
yam flavour, came from Philippines.

Sunday(06/12/09)
worked...busy...
& insincere made me quite malu twice..
1st was when i faxing, 2 pieces, idk how...
so ask him help, he came help,
& said so loud scared ppl don't know meh.
2nd was when i knocking off, declare item at check point..
he came in tell the security i "sincere" brand..
then another security came add craps...
No face..

after lunch went pasamalam with auntie Jennifer..
otw there handicap boy selling sweets so bought,
& giving away salonpas, so took it..
thought of taking again but scared malu..
&& she bought me a doraemon mirror as my b'day gift.

back to work,
bought chocolate, as price marked down.....
&& they people gave me some gifts..
Btw Frenda came find me...she... sigh!
&& Agnes koh came with her parent,
came & shouted my name when i serving customer.. OMG!!

2009-12-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

Thursday(03/12/09)
OFF day...
thought of cleaning house,
but woke up late..
Jas ask me help her buy liquid kiwi,
so went cwp...
& meet up with magg..

went to metro pass them tea-bag..
chit-chatted awhile...
when going to meet magg,,
saw "insincere", chatted..
he said: "i like your cap Limited Edition,
just like you sincere only have one. "
hahax..so funny.. he cute la..

meet magg, chatted at McD for very long..
then go my block, continue chating..
till 11.30pm, waited for her friend come.

Friday(4/12/09)
worked...
super boring...

lunch time alicia came a/c me,
then magg came too...
eat, chat, jokes...
&& saw simin too, she working at JL.
send them to mrt i went back to work..
otw back, i saw something made me little heart pain..
i know the answer already, is time to put down..

back to work...
FED-UP, almost scold "!#$%^&" to a boy..
he kept climb up to the bed display,
some more wearing shoe, & that display set cost $200+..
i told him to come down for more than 5 times,
some more i got customer to serve...
worst still talk to him, he like mute or deaf...
IF he my son, i sure give him 1 big SLAP!!
don't know how his parent teach sia,
saw bed climb to lie, next time sure very worst...

P.s 18th Birthday coming...
don't know want open BBQ anot??

2009-12-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

Tuesday(1/12/09)
Off day!!
at home cleaning room.
evening went J.Jaya, custom Jam..
went Tesco shopping, bought 5 bottle of chili sauce.
& i accidentally broke their rolls of egg...

after dinner went cousin house..
made call to xiao-jiu & family...
they coming spore on Xmas eve...
time & event crushing... changing plan soon..

P/S.
so fast 2009 will be ending soon..
a new year coming, 2010 what a year.
but i still remain where i am,
i can't even see my future.
i start missing those day with friends having fun,
missing those craps, laughter, tears, happy & sadness we had.

now i had been busy working,
sometime i really thinks why i making myself so tired?
other then work, eat, sleep, watch Tv,
i don't have much entertainment...

previously i will be happy seeing "him"..
now i gave up one happy chance.
forgetting everything about "him",
no point thinking of "him"...
now i want to start a new fresh...
CHEER UP!!!
everything will be fine, tomorrow will be a better day.

Wednesday(2/12/09)
worked, stock came super early.
after finish stock, wipe counter & some bedsheets packaging.
did a lot of things, busy busy busy..
although busy can't really made me forget unhappy memories,
but at least can don't let me think & remind of it.

lunch was super full,
thanks for auntie siewfong salmon asam..
+ i cooked mushroom soup so full.
after lunch back to work...

&& ah-chan came with her cousins,
they buying bedsheets, a lot of things... OMG..
then Eileen(HL) came to "disturb" ..
so troublesome la she, fussy la...

& time fly fast....
just awhile 7pm..
time to go home..
reach void deck Alicia then called me,
said she at metro..

2009-11-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

mood was happy...
i don't know why i so happy.
maybe is i had already put down some matters,
matters about what i shouldn't be thinking of.

its last day of Nov 2009..
tomorrow will be a brand new start..
10 more days i will be turning 18..
will be legally 18... not underage anymore.

worked...
busy doing stock check,
& doing paper work..
mostly all promoters stock-taking,
except few of people.. they shiok lor.

&& today customer mostly like mute..
talked to them like talk to wall,,
worst still talk to wall still got echo lor..
then i back to do my things, let them self-service..

after lunch went window shopping with my colleague...
then liyun came find me pass me thing.
then back to work,.. tea-break having laughter.
just nice finish paper work 9.30pm, time to go home.
kept things & off i go...
then "insincere" walk down with me, he so cute la...
crapping all the way, & he so 配合 me. hahax..

2009-11-29T22:49:00.002+08:00

Saturday(28/11/09)
worked...something going wrong,
but i don't know where went wrong...
like everything all goes wrong...
once was almost bang on the "lee guy",
at checkpoint entrance after back from toilet..

morning choosing for towels,
my brain almost crack, as got budget..
then did stock taking,
count those non-sellable first..
almost cry out loud la...

after lunch went find HuiLun chat,
wanna buy jewellery....
while waiting see atrium...

after worked, meet Jas...
accompany her go ask polish shoe de,
after went home && dinner,
acc her again, to buy this & that..
walking here & there...

Sunday(29/11/09)
worked...
rushing to counter take thing from Christine..
all thanks to JASMINE HENG

don't know what happening today!!
a lot of kids crying or making noise..
1 girl made me really feel like giving her a slap!!!
her mum looking bedsheets, she want go see toy.
her mum said wait, & she screaming crying like hell..
then i gave her sweet she throw on the floor..

nowadays kids really horrible...
no wonder some marry don't want baby,
some said 1 is more then enough..
or maybe is parent never teach them what right & wrong..
but there still good one..
like another girl she really cute...
i was serving her mum, her maid was carrying her..
she kept calling me "jiejie", a lot of times..
i gave her sweet she did said "thank you".
at far far still kept shouting me "jiejie"..
Cute la..so sweet.

before Lina off work,
we used her birthday discount, bought few items..
& 2 addidas perfume free 1 bag...
2 good quality towels && 1 gift set for Christmas...
total spend me $5o+!! heart pain..hahax
still got 2 more Christmas gift haven't buy...
she redeemed the umbrella gave me,
then she help me get wrappers at gift wrap counter.
thanks her la, wah! love her deep deep..hahax.

after work Jas came find me..
accompany me go here & there..
helped my colleague redeem umbrella. THANKS her la.
then went Pasamalam.. i bought a watch..
too bad the $ sign watch no more stock..
regret that day didn't buy... shit!!.

2009-11-28T06:40:00.001+08:00

Thursday(26/11/09)
i OFF..bored at home...
so watched TV programme..
suddenly feel like eating salad,
so asked jas accompany me went to NTUC..

she forgotten time again!!..
she funny, her house got cap she never wear,
then come wore my hat...
after bought things, headed home...

Friday(27/11/09)
worked, headache...
WHAT HAPPENED TODAY???
3 ppl lend money from me
&& just nice $200, names can't said here..
...just nice is J-J-L...

bored..."heart" feel tired..
slept very early...

Saturday(28/11/09)
now awake, all thanks to JASMINE HENG..
early morning 6am called me...
want borrow white plain Tee from me..

unable to sleep back, flipping on bed..
thinking lots of things..
why tired but can't sleep??
maybe is just my heart feel tired.

2009-11-26T01:22:00.002+08:00

Wednesday(25/11/09)
today isn't Monday,
but i felt Monday blues...
i was so down whole day...

worked, wasn't in the right mood..
when i was checking sales figure in office,
"insincere" was there too, then my supervisor came in...
they talk about the shift arrangement for my brand,
hope they will stress to my sales rep...
if not I'm the one will be stressed...

lunch time, eating also feel not right..
when my manager pass by called me,
i also blur...
my mind was black out...

P.S
i really getting sickening & tiring...
why I'm the one who hold the burden??
what had really made me changed??
maybe is the environment...
anyway i have no other choices either..
so let it be that what only i can do...
how i wish I'm in a break...

2009-11-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to Lin Jiao!

today is my off day...
never stayed at home watching mio TV,
&& slept for long hours...
actually wanna do house work but never..

2009-11-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

Saturday(21/11/09)
after blogging went cook soup,
then i fallen asleep && overcooked.
late for worked...
went refill water, Kp & Vincent were there.
sat chatted awhile, Vincent also knew what happened.
then i told Kp what auntie siewhong told me,
which made me angry & also want Laugh out loud!
then dept meeting almost made me crazy..
STRESS!!

after work, punched card & went find KP first.
walk pass him when "he" at door greeting.

went down with auntie Amy & Kp...
going down escalator, when i turn talk to kp...
i saw that girl talk to another cashier, & finger point at me.
this time round, i very confirm she looking at me.
i really want to know why she kept looking at,
since that day i we met at toilet,
i behind her, she keep turning to look at me...
is obvious, && i want to know the reason why!!

after they pass me bags, & went straight to checkpoint.
then i taking 4 metro bag, then every staff were looking at me..
so quickly walk out of metro, to check point...
so many eyes are on me, faint la...

at checkpoint that fat security a lot of questions. troublesome!
after helped them redeemed sesame street calendar & umbrella,
i headed home....

Sunday(22/11/09)
worked, actually morning shift.
but suddenly auntie siewhong went Bishan BHG.
so had to work full...

Tea-break, ate cake that auntie lily treat,
& the 5pcs bread actually for lunch...
then "he" was sitting behind me..
&& the Amanda really made people headache.
lucky "he" reminded us,
if not we all get scolding by supervisor because of Amanda.

Monday(23/11/09)
worked alone....
"he" was at csc doing delivery when i went pantry.
stock came...given me wrong stock again..

then Katherine ah-ma came....
she give me $20 shopper cheque as advance b'day gift..
all chit-chatting at my counter,
meanwhile i listening to them k-po-ing.

&& auntie tine came pass by chatted with me,
she came with her sons, & her mum..
she told me ask mummy go find her when free..

lunch time went JL find the aunties,
they got in brand in, is intero...
the sintex auntie sales also very bad,
but her sales rep never said anything,
my sales rep a bit kpkb...
pass by bits & pieces chatted with huilun.

actually changing bed-display alone,
but then suddenly got customer i served,
lim-ko-pi & ah-su helped me to changed. THANKS..
bring the customer to cashier as got additional 20%,
&& lucky i brought her to cashier..
omg the attachment cashier very blur sia,
he is the one who look like kwoh ming hao..
i accidentally made the plastic bag fell,
then i said : "i tell you something, you look down.."
you know what, he see underneath the paper bag.
i : "not underneath the bag is down the floor.",
then i flipped my eyes up...
he see up then see on the floor.. faint la!!

after ordering & did faxing...
waiting for time to knock off.
then daddy mummy came fetch me..

2009-11-21T08:33:00.004+08:00

Friday(20/11/09)
Happy 17th Birthday to Cindy Toh!

worked...never saw "him"..
&& today is a unpleasant day to me..
I'm tired...

Meeting, was boring...
don't know is i think too much or what,
that girl kept looking at me whenever i pass by her.

i really hate this feeling,
whole day felt so down, bored & wired..
lucky aunties & "insincere" made me smiles..
they are really CUTE, they rocks my world when i down.
&& thanks Jeep auntie for the "apple" pie(durain pie)...

went home, dinner, bath, TV awhile..
&& SLEEP....

2009-11-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

Wednesday(18/11/09)
worked, "he" got work too..
just reach pantry put things.
& pulled by auntie Irene (jeep),
ask me help her wish the com...
lucky got insincere(my manager Gavin)..hahax
&& sun-bian get metro fax no. from him.

reached my counter, OMG!!! faint!!
cartons of stock stack like a mountain..
20 over cartons & 1 big pack of pillows!!
&& worst thing is i doing alone!!
yet they still sent so many to me..
the no. of stock is different from the invoice,
some given more, some given less...

really fed-up, && super Angry!!
cut me 1 working day per week,
&& still want me do so many work...
they think $5/hr a lot huh??
i have to change & shift place to put new stock.
imagine over 100 pack of items infront of you,
& you have to finish asap, move here & there..
&& i have to think how to place it the best way...
NO WONDER CHINESE got this,
别人家的小孩死不完。。
(other people dead or live you won't bother.)

do until forgotten is lunch time..
after lunch saw "him" at checkpoint..
Haiix, forget about it, speechless.
went breathe fresh air, then saw HJ korkor..

the training girl Amanda is very... (shake head).
then till tea-break with Haslina & other staff..
shared the chocolate that bee aunt gave to me,
as i can't eat too much, just recovered from sore throat..
anyway THANKS bee's aunt...

back to work,...
lucky got other helping hands..
but still work till close, hack care earn OT pay.
&& must thanks LiNa & Kingkoil Auntie...
then dad drove me home after he & mum back from grandma house.
TIRED~~~

Thursday(19/11/09)
My OFF day...

at home watch TV do house cleaning.
&& later going cwp settle some problems...
fed-up...

EDITED
back from CWP...
met Jas before going, chatted awhile..
reach there, making me fed-up...
nonsense, get myself out of the situation.
so i ignored & just walked off...
PLS!! don't bring me in to YOUR matters..
stop being so childish, settle problem by yourself,
since you want to create this trouble..
can't you give me a rest, is my off day OK.

then went to my counter, help auntie siew hong..
write the code for doing price tag, & order stock.
off day like no different still went to metro...
i almost bang on "him" after made a call at cashier counter.

after met Liyun, accompany her change things.
then pass by atrium, KP said she bored accompany her awhile.
when going home, mum said she want go NTUC,
so went to my counter take things first,
&& Lina did something bad, anyway thanks lot!!

went NTUC find mum,
then dad drove us home...

2009-11-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

Monday(16/11/09)
before going to work...
went Jas house, helped her put fake eyelash.
suddenly raining heavily, almost late for work..

reach work place, i was wet & felt cold.
Lim-kopi said manager find me..
she thought i got complained,
&& guess what!! is a compliment letter!!
a customer email to metro, & with my name "Irene Wang".
but i also don't know praised me about what..

got a phone call from customer,
the children dept attachment Malay girl
came find me to ans the phone.
she don't know is me,
thought was an auntie so called me auntie Irene..!!
As Linen dept almost all auntie...

meeting was lame, manager Wendy talk angrily.
anyway "he" is standing at the door, can see "him" directly.
woohoo! && lunch time "he" is there too..
heard "his" conversation with others...
"he" said "he" gave $400 to "his" mother monthly...
they said :"wah!! "he" is a good son, be your gf sure good."
then auntie Susan want intro "him" gf,
don't know she said who, then he: ".....".

after lunch went walk walk, & replied missed calls.
called auntie siewhong, she said sales rep want cut cost.
bull-shit la, he said sintex can't give us so much pay..
is due to Oct sales $13k, very low never hit target...
KNS!!! siao!! angry, fed-up...
worst thing is from now on i only work 5days,
offing for tues & thurs!!! WTH!!
1week less $40, 1month less $160!!
regret never change job earlier..

when going toilet with auntie Jennifer,
went down escalator with manager Gavin..
he took a pot of green bean dessert from H/H dept,
then i said : "哇！你最近很缺钱啊？
wah! you recently very need money arh?"
he:"yaya!! want eat? this called sincere green bean soup."
diaox...sincere again...coolest & cute manager i ever met.

after work, really very disappointed.
being a stupid pig, waited like an idiot...
really hate it, hate being an idiot for 2hrs..
see clear you people... hate it...
you having fun i don't mind, yet never bother to tell me.

Tuesday(17/11/09)
OFF DAY!!..
woke up super late...
did some house work...

evening went to J.Jaya..
cousin house, headed to pasamalam.
bought a lot of food, & also bean curd for Jas family..

2009-11-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to LHKL!!
kor i really miss you.

work as usual,
super sick, almost fainted!!

haiix!! mood-less...
sian ah! almost quarrel with customer...
today a lot of crazy customers..
a fierce & rich old couple,
treat us promoters like shit!!
think rich so what!!! throw thing to me.!!
FED-up..

after work met Jas,
accompany her buy her nail polish...
&& she very very the troublesome...

home sweet home,
after dinner came jas house..
now using her com...
helped her with her nails for tml prom night...
&& promised later help Jennifer do her nails.

2009-11-14T21:51:00.001+08:00

MJ session at 12am...
mum, Jas, bee & wenshun...
around 2am, jas lose till surrender..
ask me help her play & she slept on my bed..
WIN LIAO LOR!!!
end up i played till 5.30am...super tired.
slept at 6am, jas sleep my bed so i slept on sofa-bed lor..
woke up at 9.45am..OMG...sleepy, but had to woke up.

worked.."he" off...
bored...sales no good...
changed bed display...
sickening, vomited few times..

noon helped magg bought movie tickets,
&& its super long Que...
wait for Liyun came return me things then knock off.
& meet Magg pass the the tickets..

back home... feel lost...
really wanna cry my tears out!!
STRESS!!!

2009-11-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

slept around 5am...
late for work!!! still sick!!
"he" today super busy, running here & there.
pass by "him" lots of times,
& before "he" knock off i went toilet,
i was at "his" back, "he" see me with 不屑的眼光。

lunch, eat bread under train track...
weather was cold, & surrounding was quite..
thoughts flash through mine mind...
tears almost dropping out, but i controlled..

craps la!! what a stupid day is today??.
1st was stock came, the packaging is KNS!!
thick & ugly...& is bed set(included quilt cover)...
crazy la! 1design, 2sizes & 3colours, each 5..
so 5(1+2+3)= 30!!!
U.P is $469 & $499, 50% off = $234.50 & $249.50.
siao right!! so expensive ghost then buy ley..
i called my sales rep, ask got give wrong a not?
he said is advertised one, sure can sell...
no brain lor, storewide just end & not much customer lor.
+ no space to put already still sent so many come.

2nd was that, i hear the aunties gossips..
auntie SiewHong said the arrogant woman complain to her,
said i morning never greet her..
& said that she will not bother about my brand things..
oh!! PLS i really not in the mood to greet ppl lor...
i was totally mood-less when i reached lor...

3rd was heard auntie SiewHong said my sales rep say me.
she said, he told her that i always run counter,
when he came spy never saw me at counter.
Oh! PLS!!! i run to others counter is to borrow things.
when i not at counter maybe i went toilet, refill water or store lor.
he just see my counter from far lor,
never come towards see whether i there or not..
sometime i do stock i sat on the floor de lor,
stand far far see, ghost then can see lor.
ANYHOW!!!

before went home, help jas buy bean curd & fillet burger.
WAH,OMG! just fillet burger with Tatar sauce cost $3.45!!
long time never eat McD, now then know so expensive for single buy.

went home, had dinner..
& went cwp again to lend liyun something..
then got MJ session later.. & i'm not playing..

2009-11-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

woke up early, wash up breakfast..
&& went out with mum, kana put areoplane by GaryHeng
i really feel unhappy with the visiting...sadded!
quarreling, i really don't want this to happen again!!!
i want peace!!! sickening & tired with this life!!
I REALLY NEED A BREAK!!!!

after end the visitation.. headed back to cwp..
meet Alicia & Jas..Alicia came first...
while waiting for Alicia, a guy came talk to me.
he claimed is director of a modeling company,
ask me interested to join as modeling...
&& my first reaction is LAUGH!! LOL..
WHAT A FUNNY JOKE!!HAHAX
i : "me? why? hahax its funny!"
he : "you have good skin complax. & young"
i : "hahax, but i ungerage & not interested..."
(i wanna ask him is he steven lim?
he look like Steven lim but slimmer version..)

then i went toilet first before Alicia come.
i saw power with his friend,
& they also asked by the "modeling director".
then i reflect back, he said got 300+ models under him..
huh? sure fake 1, since got so many still at road "pull" people.

passed by "him" few times...nothing special.
"he" was then at door greeting...
met Alicia, then went my counter take tissue cox running nose.
walked walked, waiting for Jas reach..
&& decided eat McD, sick still eat McD..sure turn worst.

walk walk, then alicia went for ear pierce...
while i went look for auntie Jennifer,
& find Kp chat awhile as she bored at fair.
after meet Jas & Alicia again...
& went home, but never go went Jas house..
see her prom night dress, as she don't know want fit what heels,
& also help her see what nails fit her dress..

meet mum & dad, went to grandma house..
awhile later went to xiao-gu house,
as my far china auntie at her house...
they going to Malacca tml...

2009-11-11T23:32:00.004+08:00

worked, sick, really feel terrible.
& i kept vomiting, worst still vomit bit by bit.

kept drinking water add salt..
&& thanks Lina helped me get salt from Mac.
when i putting salt in my bottle,
was like everyone in the pantry looked at me,
the cashier Janette thought i putting poison or what..

after lunch at pantry went walk walk,
half way saw Jas & Alicia, accompany them awhile.
back to work..
then auntie Jennifer also vomited,
we 2 vomit on the same time..

after work, headed home.. tired..
suddenly wen shun called, MJ!!
no choice mum wanna play,
if i never play then no MJ so played...
haiix!! lose!!